i should so be sleeping...

[elvendoll]

... and catching up on all the sleep i've missed in the past week or so.. but i keep debating sleep or shower, sleep or shower - and i can't decide if showering in the morning would be a better idea or not & being up.
isn't life always like that, though?
and if you can't tell, i'm in a good/silly mood right now : ) i don't know why, really... it just kicked in : )
just spent some time talking to my mommy, who's given me some news -

• abi learned to crawl! we were getting rather worried that she'd past 8 months old & still didn't have that down, but now she's romping all around : )
  
• abi is also picking up little motion/singalong sequences really fast... she's a very musical child, and i'm glad to hear her grasp of coordination is becoming actively visible
  
• abi has learned to stand up all by herself. in theory this is a good thing, as for 9 months old, thats a little ahead of schedule. its rather bed for bedtime, however, because now instead of laying down & cooing herself to sleep, she stands up & doesn't..
  
• the poofy slippers that i wear cost about $100. extra bad as i poked a whole through one of mine & need another pair : /

also spent some time talking to debbie while my mom was trying to put abi to sleep, and set her on a mission to teach abi where/what things are. cuz learning is a hait, and the earlier its started, the farther it will progress. i just hope she does it...

also... be amazed... i called and scheduled a doctor's appointment today! ... and i actually ended up with 2... one is going to be thursday lunchtime, with a nurse, who'll prolly give me drrrrugs for my cough, and the other one, with my pcp to be, in the middle of april (yup, thats the earliest they could do it : / )

other then that, nothing much is going on... i have developed a feeling of impending doom. i am trying to not think about it.. but its there... seems like my own personal life has been too stable for a bit... almost makes me wish something mildly traumatizing would happen & get rid of the fear for a bit... though i am glad things are going well - and yes, i am babbling.

oh, speaking of babbling & bubbly & stuff....

isn't that just adorable? : )
i so seriously wish i was half as photogenic as her!
but yes, this does mean i actually went through the pictures in my camera...
there's also Boys & Animals featuring a clubbed out chrispie, a pretentious as ever kevin, bill just being himself, scuba giving a dirty look *and* little girl (our cat) and zeke (upstairs neighbor's flying squrrel). little girl came out looking really weird in the shots of her due to the green-eye effect she got from the flash, but zeke came out absolutely adorable - if you like cute furry things at all, you just gotta check that out! : )

of course now its time to take more pictures. i keep meaning to, but then forget to bring my camera! i really need to stop doing that, damnit : /

lesee... anything else going on in my life?
no, i don't want to stop talking : P
oh! went out to lunch with adam & a coworker ofhis today. it was so damn nice to see non-work people in the middle of the day! this is definately something i want to happen again - it was almost like going home & theng oing in the next day - just really broke down the routines of the day : ) and the pizza was yummy too - its been ages since i've been in an uno's. heh... i was such a bad kid, too... for shits & giggles i was debating getting a drink drink : ) but then i was a good girl & didn't... (yes, one of the few signs of sanity)

but maybe i really should stop talking no. this must look nutty to the outside world : )

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[tobi.livejournal.com]

yay! a doctors appointment! i am proud of you. :)