i think i am in an ok mood to clean...
Feb. 4th, 2001 02:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendoll...but i wanted to write some before oding that... just hoping i won't lose my mood : )
breakfast was yummy this morning. last ngiht we went to the nashua flea market to look at cheap leather trench coats for me, but none would fit. instead, bill found a powercord for the flatgrill he got a few weeeks ago, and i got a bunch of makeup stuff for $5. so today he made meatstuffs (*squishes nose*) & pamcakes for breakfast. & i made eggs. : ) *rubs tummy*
and yeah... bill & i went to nashua yesterday... after the flea we went to ken & heather's for dinner... it was so yummy! i need to figure out how ken makes his rice, because of all the times i've tried to make basmati rice taste like that, i've failed... and fater dinner we just spent time hanging out there, which was cool...
ximon was there, and this was the first time i've seen her outside of quick run-ins at the club... and it was all good... i think she's really cool... i kinda made an effort not to be around bill too much just out of politeness, but i think if there were any od vibes they were coming from me. and int he car, i was trying to figure out why, and what makes them different then me & chris wanting to be friends. and i hit on two reasons... one is that i kinda think she was better for him... they have a lot more common interests, the same circle of friends, etc... and the other is that when chris & i broke up, we pretty much never stopped keeping in touch. there was like 2 weeks of strife in there, but it was active strife - we never really stopped communicating... & bill & ximon didn't really talk for around a year and a half after their breakup... which is just different from how i function.. but this is all just random babbling anyways... whatever those emaotions are, they're really minimal and i am really glad that all three of us get along, and am happy for bill that they have come to a point where they can be friends again. whatever insecurities i have are my problem, and i am keeping sure not to project them to where they don't belong.
afterwards, we came back here, bringing up bill's friend jon... and its been a good time : )
a part of me just really likes having friends over, and last night & this morning made me happy in that respect : )
& i think thats ot for me for now : )
breakfast was yummy this morning. last ngiht we went to the nashua flea market to look at cheap leather trench coats for me, but none would fit. instead, bill found a powercord for the flatgrill he got a few weeeks ago, and i got a bunch of makeup stuff for $5. so today he made meatstuffs (*squishes nose*) & pamcakes for breakfast. & i made eggs. : ) *rubs tummy*
and yeah... bill & i went to nashua yesterday... after the flea we went to ken & heather's for dinner... it was so yummy! i need to figure out how ken makes his rice, because of all the times i've tried to make basmati rice taste like that, i've failed... and fater dinner we just spent time hanging out there, which was cool...
ximon was there, and this was the first time i've seen her outside of quick run-ins at the club... and it was all good... i think she's really cool... i kinda made an effort not to be around bill too much just out of politeness, but i think if there were any od vibes they were coming from me. and int he car, i was trying to figure out why, and what makes them different then me & chris wanting to be friends. and i hit on two reasons... one is that i kinda think she was better for him... they have a lot more common interests, the same circle of friends, etc... and the other is that when chris & i broke up, we pretty much never stopped keeping in touch. there was like 2 weeks of strife in there, but it was active strife - we never really stopped communicating... & bill & ximon didn't really talk for around a year and a half after their breakup... which is just different from how i function.. but this is all just random babbling anyways... whatever those emaotions are, they're really minimal and i am really glad that all three of us get along, and am happy for bill that they have come to a point where they can be friends again. whatever insecurities i have are my problem, and i am keeping sure not to project them to where they don't belong.
afterwards, we came back here, bringing up bill's friend jon... and its been a good time : )
a part of me just really likes having friends over, and last night & this morning made me happy in that respect : )
& i think thats ot for me for now : )
