indecision
Feb. 4th, 2001 09:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendollso here i sit, in a half-cleaned room. with a half-cleaned bedroom past the closet (if you haen't been here, don't ask) and i can't decide if i want to go out or not.
a part of me really wants to check out the new night, but motivating myself to get showered & dressed is quite minimal : /
& i think it would be wiser for me to stay home & get to bed early... only bill is headed home now with yet another friend, and a part of me wants to go out rather then feeling like a third wheel, and i just don't think i'll be able to go to bed early either way.
yes, decisons decisions.
blah. i hate the fact that the rooms aren't clean yet. seems like a month of neglect can't be fixed by only 4 hours of cleaning though : / at least there's floor now, though : )
other then that? nothing much s going on, really... lots of thoughts passing through my head & not leaving enough of an impact to fully register. prolly not a good thing, but c'est la vie.
a part of me really wants to check out the new night, but motivating myself to get showered & dressed is quite minimal : /
& i think it would be wiser for me to stay home & get to bed early... only bill is headed home now with yet another friend, and a part of me wants to go out rather then feeling like a third wheel, and i just don't think i'll be able to go to bed early either way.
yes, decisons decisions.
blah. i hate the fact that the rooms aren't clean yet. seems like a month of neglect can't be fixed by only 4 hours of cleaning though : / at least there's floor now, though : )
other then that? nothing much s going on, really... lots of thoughts passing through my head & not leaving enough of an impact to fully register. prolly not a good thing, but c'est la vie.
