somebody put me out of my misery!
Feb. 13th, 2001 04:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elvendolli've never had insomnia before...
now, two days in a row, i get tired, i tried to go to sleep, and i fail.
took me till 2am to get some shuteye... only to wake up to now (two hours later!) because the room is boiling hot. i mean, this is me we're talking about! if its too hot for me, something's gotta be wrong, right?
well, matty had the heat up to 80. didn't even turn his head when i went to adjust it, either. a part of me wouldn't be surprised if he's gone back and raised it again, too. last month i tired asking him not to do that. told him its too expensive, etc..and guess what? $164 heat bill later, he's still doing it. its times like this i think that maybe i'm justified with being exasperated with the roomates.
it just drives me batty and makes me have fantasies of throwing them out and finding new ones : /
that, or hoping matty won't be able to make rent & just let himself be kicked out. only i know the boys will stick up for him.
*raar* i just feel so cornered sometimes.
and i know its bitchy of me to have the attitude that now that scuba has moved out, the house is mine, but... the bottom line is that i was one of the original people that found this place, out of us, i was a driving force in getting this place and not the one in porter, and i payed realtor's fee on it. i am not willing to move out of here in a bad roomate situation. and i am running out of patience with the current situation - i fully realize that a fare share of the problems are my fault... but... if working it out isn't successful, i have negative intention of being the one to leave.
and you know... if maybe this didn't get me so angry, i'd be able to just fall back asleep, get the remaining 3 hours of the z's i can get... now i am faced with going into the bedroom and just tossing and turning for half that time : /
now, two days in a row, i get tired, i tried to go to sleep, and i fail.
took me till 2am to get some shuteye... only to wake up to now (two hours later!) because the room is boiling hot. i mean, this is me we're talking about! if its too hot for me, something's gotta be wrong, right?
well, matty had the heat up to 80. didn't even turn his head when i went to adjust it, either. a part of me wouldn't be surprised if he's gone back and raised it again, too. last month i tired asking him not to do that. told him its too expensive, etc..and guess what? $164 heat bill later, he's still doing it. its times like this i think that maybe i'm justified with being exasperated with the roomates.
it just drives me batty and makes me have fantasies of throwing them out and finding new ones : /
that, or hoping matty won't be able to make rent & just let himself be kicked out. only i know the boys will stick up for him.
*raar* i just feel so cornered sometimes.
and i know its bitchy of me to have the attitude that now that scuba has moved out, the house is mine, but... the bottom line is that i was one of the original people that found this place, out of us, i was a driving force in getting this place and not the one in porter, and i payed realtor's fee on it. i am not willing to move out of here in a bad roomate situation. and i am running out of patience with the current situation - i fully realize that a fare share of the problems are my fault... but... if working it out isn't successful, i have negative intention of being the one to leave.
and you know... if maybe this didn't get me so angry, i'd be able to just fall back asleep, get the remaining 3 hours of the z's i can get... now i am faced with going into the bedroom and just tossing and turning for half that time : /
