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elvendollthey tell me its that day again..
i don't really know how to feel...
i never had boyfriends through high school, and never really had expectations for vd... just wrote it off as another mass-produced hysteria.
with chris, we usually went out for dinner for any semi-occasion, and that was status-que. nothing huge, but a little token of 'yeah, somehting is up'.
last year, i didn't want to make a bug deal or anything out of it with bill... he, however, insisted on coming down to see me and doing something. and i think its the difference from the attititude last year ot the attitude this year that bothers me more then the fact that he doesn't want to do anyting..
and not that its a big deal or anything.. just a mild thing in the back of my head...
aside from that, today has been going okay thus far.
there's exterminators at the house right now, and that makes me really paranoid. the upstairs neighbors decided to ask the landlord to exterminate for the mouse or two there seems to be in the building. now little girl caught one once, so i'm not worried about any still being inour apartment, but they're insisting on putting the poison stuff in every apartment, under the sink. they're saying it safe for the cat, even if she catches a mouse thats eaten the stuff, but damnit, i am still worried : /
and damnit, it smells like food around here & i am starving!
other then that life is going pretty much ok..
blah. that was written at around noon. i was going to write more, but then lunch happened, and now i am distracted.
i don't really know how to feel...
i never had boyfriends through high school, and never really had expectations for vd... just wrote it off as another mass-produced hysteria.
with chris, we usually went out for dinner for any semi-occasion, and that was status-que. nothing huge, but a little token of 'yeah, somehting is up'.
last year, i didn't want to make a bug deal or anything out of it with bill... he, however, insisted on coming down to see me and doing something. and i think its the difference from the attititude last year ot the attitude this year that bothers me more then the fact that he doesn't want to do anyting..
and not that its a big deal or anything.. just a mild thing in the back of my head...
aside from that, today has been going okay thus far.
there's exterminators at the house right now, and that makes me really paranoid. the upstairs neighbors decided to ask the landlord to exterminate for the mouse or two there seems to be in the building. now little girl caught one once, so i'm not worried about any still being inour apartment, but they're insisting on putting the poison stuff in every apartment, under the sink. they're saying it safe for the cat, even if she catches a mouse thats eaten the stuff, but damnit, i am still worried : /
and damnit, it smells like food around here & i am starving!
other then that life is going pretty much ok..
blah. that was written at around noon. i was going to write more, but then lunch happened, and now i am distracted.
