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Feb. 17th, 2001 06:05 pmso i'm in jeysey...
not feeling terribly sane right now for a reason i can't pin down.
wait, i can.
just don't feel like getting into it here.
that, and i am hoping its just my paranoia and nothing more.
c'est la vie...
seeing abi is good though... i got here while she was sleeping and was the person to bring her in (she naps outside) when she first woke up. at first she gave me a few confused & apprehensive looks, but warmed up to me really quickly : )
she's such an adorable baby, too... she is very social, and her two favorite things are hearing music & trying to hum (howl?) along, and practicing her walking. she's grown quite a bit since i was here last month, her hair is getting thicker, but it also looks like its growing in darker then it was before, and she just looks and acts older.
i really do regret having to be so far away from her most of the time.
the drive here was more or less okay - would've been better if i didn't have to keep slapping myself to try & startle myself into awakeness, but luckily (timewise) being super sleepy did nothing to alieve my lead foot. got here in 3 hours and 45 mins that included having to drive through boston after i got onto the pike going eastbound, and one stop tp get a fribble at a friendly's.
a part of me leaving early was that i left before bill got up. he mumbled his goodbye through his sleep, and thats left me feeling a bit like something is missing... its no biggie or anything... i'm just not used to leaving for days without a proper goodbye.. but fully waking him up would have been rather unfair, as he was really tired.
and now its prolly time to head ownstairs & get ready to go to leon's parents' house.
not feeling terribly sane right now for a reason i can't pin down.
wait, i can.
just don't feel like getting into it here.
that, and i am hoping its just my paranoia and nothing more.
c'est la vie...
seeing abi is good though... i got here while she was sleeping and was the person to bring her in (she naps outside) when she first woke up. at first she gave me a few confused & apprehensive looks, but warmed up to me really quickly : )
she's such an adorable baby, too... she is very social, and her two favorite things are hearing music & trying to hum (howl?) along, and practicing her walking. she's grown quite a bit since i was here last month, her hair is getting thicker, but it also looks like its growing in darker then it was before, and she just looks and acts older.
i really do regret having to be so far away from her most of the time.
the drive here was more or less okay - would've been better if i didn't have to keep slapping myself to try & startle myself into awakeness, but luckily (timewise) being super sleepy did nothing to alieve my lead foot. got here in 3 hours and 45 mins that included having to drive through boston after i got onto the pike going eastbound, and one stop tp get a fribble at a friendly's.
a part of me leaving early was that i left before bill got up. he mumbled his goodbye through his sleep, and thats left me feeling a bit like something is missing... its no biggie or anything... i'm just not used to leaving for days without a proper goodbye.. but fully waking him up would have been rather unfair, as he was really tired.
and now its prolly time to head ownstairs & get ready to go to leon's parents' house.