elvendoll

...but feel the need to update...

today has been an odd day.
woke up semi-ok, enjoyed not being freezing, and stayed in bed a couple of extra minutes. was a good girl and made myself a cheese sandwich for breakfast (i love having sweetened tea & cheese sandwiches for breakfast) and toted off to work.

*thinking*

i guess the bottom line is that its been a rollercoaster day, mood-wise.
i don't know if i am PMSing, but i doubt it. i flipped out at one point during the day because i couldn't for the life of me figure out when my period is due (still have no clue) but finally i forced myself to concentrate on the fact that i am pretty sure i've had it once since getting back from the cruise, which means i am on track.
yeah - its been the kind of day when i keep giving myself headtrips.
after work i was ravishing, and made (a yummy) dinner right after getting in. i love mushrooms. i need to get into the habit of cooking more often.
watched taped buffy with spud while eating... sat online for a bit and went back to the tv for a while again.
i wanted to lie down & rest but was afraid of falling asleep.
i went to the club mostly because i'd decided to earlier in the week. at first, i was in no mood to go, but knew that staying home would simply piss me off more. so i threw on the new dress i got in jersey (it's half cotton, half angora!) and went.
overall, i had a pretty decent time at the club, and was very happy to see those iknew these (even if i seemed a bit distant/not really there). at one point, they played ashes to ashes, and for some reason that made me extremely happy (unfortunately, that high didn't last too long)

so here i am back home. awaiting delivery of a SoBe (mmmmm....) and just not in a good mood.

for a while, i was getting moody a week before my period was to come - maybe thats what i am doing??