lousy morning

really lousy morning.
woke up and my sore throat is worse.
peeled myself out of bed because i needed to call the recruiter - yesterday he said to call him first thing in the morning.
given that 10:30 isn't first thing in the morning, but i'm pretty sure i have a cold, and i thohgt the rest was worth it.
well, when i call he says he doesn't have any info for me; will try to have some by the endof the day.
i hope i am wrong but that just sounds like bad news : (
so then i get ready to start breakfast..
i turn on the tv, and there's no volume.
futz around with it for a bit, to no avail.
call M1, and they tell me its been shut off.
clouds of anger.
a couple of months ago scuba took over paying the bills because he didn't like the way some bills were a month behind... and had since been really vague about the money owed for bills & stuff. he mentioned to me that there was an outstanding M1 bill... but not shut-off-outstanding.
and i know i am probably just overreacting, but its kinda frustrating that he decided he wants to handle the bills because i wasn't doing it efficiently enough and then something gets shut off.
so now i gotta get my wallet out of my car & charge it to a cc and see how long it takes them to turn it back on, praying that the cable modem won't go off in the meanwhile.
*sigh*

and looks like i'm going to have a phone interview from a place in natick in the next couple of days.
*crossing fingers big time*
somehting really needs to give...

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my head feels heavy, my nose is leaking, my eyes feel dry & irritated and my thraot hurts.
i think i have a temperature, but i there's no way to know.
i keep sitting here thinking i should be doing this, or i should be doing that, and feeling too crappy to move.
i'm boiling more water so i can have chamomile tea, and then i might take a nap.
staying up isn't doing anything for me anyways.
i am trying to tell myself that everything is ok.
that the recruiter is just busy with other stuff, and i'm not SOL for that job, and that i should have a phone interview in the next two days.
late last week things were looking up when chris agreed to split some HTML projects with me, but now he's procrstinating on his end of it, and i am starting to have my doubts.
i don't want to be nagging him every day. i know that won't get him to do the stuff & will only annoy him... but i can't have my hopes up if he's slacking either..
i'm just trying to keep hoping that the thing will pan through...

my cellphone broke (the charger thingie won't go in all the way for some reason) so i asked bill to go to the mall with me (as the cellphone place is right by there) and am so grateful he agreed.
the mere thought of going there by myself, feeling as shitty as i am, feels me with icky stuff...
the room needs to be cleaned, too..
the whole floor is ocvered with a think layer of stuff, it hasn't been this bad in months.
*sigh*